Jesus, it's just me tonight

Jesus, it’s just me tonight.♥♥🕯

No carefully chosen words,

no strong-sounding faith,

only a heart that knows

You already understand.

I’m tired in ways sleep doesn’t fix.

Carrying things I thought I’d outgrow.

Learning that some worries linger

longer than expected.

There are days I feel steady,

and days I feel easily shaken.

But I’m discovering that faith

isn’t about feeling brave,

it’s about turning toward You

even when my hands tremble.

I’ve asked You for direction

and felt You give peace instead.

I’ve prayed for answers

and found You staying near

while questions remained.

I don’t always understand the timing,

the slow healing,

the prayers that seem unfinished.

But I’m still here.

Still choosing trust.

Still believing You are closer

than my doubts allow me to feel.

Thank You for not pulling away

when I struggled.

For holding me steady

when I appeared strong but wasn’t.

For hearing the prayers

I couldn’t put into words.

I’m learning that trusting You

doesn’t mean fear disappears,

it means I don’t carry it alone.

So here I am again.

Open hands.

A willing heart.

Asking You to guide me,

even when the path is quiet.

I don’t know everything.

But I know You do.

And for now,

that’s enough

to let my soul breathe.